HUE TO HOLD
He Was The Walrus | 122 x 122cm | Oil on Canvas | 4370
Paper Cake | 122 x 122cm | Oil on Canvas | 4370
Fancy Slippers | 152 x 123cm | Oil on Canvas | 5370
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Artist Statement | How do you not reference the state of the world right now, when all you’re doing is trying to work your way through it. Hue To Hold is a testimony to the cherished and intimate moments and sordid events, or lack of, that eventuated while creating this body of work — as the world turned upside down.
Suddenly I became a home schooling, wine guzzling, self reflecting mess. Overcome by confusion and clarity all at once — enraged but smiling, focusing on the fun, shiny side of our daily life for both mine and my family’s sanity.
Celebrating the little things, like - Fancy Slippers - because like the rest of the world, we were pretty much living in pyjamas for months. Paper Cake - the glorious paper creation that was delivered to my doorstep for my birthday, because visitors weren’t allowed. The blurred lines between coffee time and wine time, school work and no work at all. During these awkward months I was involved in an online workshop, which led me to discover the joy of both statement earrings and the enneagram. Learning of my ‘9-wing-8’ personality type was enlightening, shocking and mind blowing. The sweetheart of the enneagram, totally filled with rage. This made total sense to me.
My mother, who was my best friend and biggest supporter, loved the Beatles. When I played music to her, she wouldn’t explain it, but would just say that it hurt too much. I never understood why. Since she passed, I have listened to the Beatles incessantly. Although I knew she loved John Lennon as a solo artist, I never gave it much thought. It was during this pandemic, while creating Hue To Hold, that I started listening to him.
No words can describe how much of an impact this has had on me. Listening to John Lennon's music through my headphones as I work away, zoned out from the world around me, hearing every beat, every lyric, over and over, like putting my work apron on every day. Moved deeply and emotionally, his music has given me an insight into his incredible mind and a far deeper connection to my mother. I now understand why she was so hurt. I want to cry and start a revolution every single day.
Hue To Hold is a homage to the quirky existence of a creative mother, trying to make sense of a broken world, desperately holding onto moments of gold.
Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
- Robert Frost